I feel like I have never been so low in my life. There are so many things going wrong right now.. First of all.. I literally have no friends. I’ll go to school and small talk with people and hang out with different people on the weekends. But at the end of the day.. I honestly feel like no one would reaaally be there for me. I think it’s because I live in little rock. And in little rock, everything suucks. Tonight I think my mom finally realized that I am unhappy at my school, in this town, with my lack of real friends, and etc. So maybe boarding school will soon be a reality. But the thing that sucks the most is that the wealthy people have money to afford such amazing opportunities in life that I will never be able to do.. I want to go to an arts boarding school, I want to be an exchange student, I want to travel the world, I want to go to an amazing college.. But in order to do all of this.. I have to work my ass off.. And others get it handed to them. And that really sucks.