Film love

Whenever I see a movie that centers around an adorable couple that is head over heels in love, I fall apart. I miss having that one person who I could compare those movies to. Things will never be the same, and I realize this. I just wish that I could be one of those girls who has a guy falling on his knees for her, wanting to protect her and take extreme care of her. I think I deserve at least this.

I feel as though..

I feel as though I have lost you permanently. I find it completely unfathomable that this could have ever even happened. But it did. And here we are. As if I don’t even know your name, you are just gone. Gone from everything you ever were. Everything we had ever been.